it makes my heart so sad when i hear chloe telling me, "WELCOME TO FEBRUARY!" at the beginning of the month because february means the end of my holidays and back to reality. without even realizing, it's the end of february already now.

i swear this is the worst semester i've experienced so far. i have to study almost every day (unwillingly) because there's quizzes every week and sometimes i have to stay right up until the AM to complete my assignments. it was so difficult to handle that i just had to ponteng classes to finish up my assignments and making sure i produce good quality work. i have been skipping classes almost every day this week, imagine how awful man... my entire forehead full of volcanoes already...

anyway, i went to school to pick up alexa & emily this morning... after that, we went to tropicana to pick YM up and then we headed to damansara jaya to print my publication design assignment. i am quite proud of the outcome of the mockup magazine i have been working on since monday... it looks just like a real magazine. it felt so real. while waiting for the printing to be done we were really hungry and since we were running out of time, YM decided that we just get something from the nearest mcd's drive-thru. like wth? it'll be the third time this week i'll be having mcd's 5.95!!! first was tuesday when i met up with ah siong for lunch, second was yesterday where i had to find food for myself and i went through the drive-thru near my house, and again today at centrepoint damansara. now i see mcdonald's also scared. some more, their business damn good during lunchtime. the line of cars queuing up was so long, you gotta wait like an average of 10 minutes or so. anyway, everything i did this week is so routine... my daily activities like robot only, doing the same thing... eat also eat same thing. madness. no wonder i am always listening to ne-yo's mad all the time.

actually i have nothing much to say but due to requests by some people to update my blog, i post up something lah so my blog has at least one entry for february. i guess my loyal readers shall wait for my "end of march" post... please look forward to it...

i went out with my relatives from my mother's family today. it's a public holiday (awal muharram), that is why everyone is free for a family outing. we went to AEON setiawangsa and omg it's sooooo much better compared to kepong, balakong, bukit tinggi, and others... damn nice wei!!! it is huge with an open courtyard concept. i feel the air's like so fresh cause surrounded by greens... got park & fountain some more! actually i like this aeon lah, i used to live nearby around ampang there wan but sadly i just shifted away from that area few months ago. now wanna go there also far. there's a lot of nice f&b outlets that i like there such as subway, starbucks, oldtown, baskin robbins, etc. we had lunch at steven's tea garden. we ordered so many stuffs and finished up everything. damn sedap, i ate a lot! i didn't buy anything as usual, just eat eat eat only... some more nowadays i never do exercise also, my muscles all lembik already.

updates... as expected, i still did not manage to get myself a job. enjoyed life by sleeping at home throughout the holidays. i have exactly a week for school to start again. i have bad news for myself. i can't graduate by 2009 and i will have to extend my studies until 2010 due to some complications with the timetable. feeling extremely emo about this issue lor... wasting more time and more money.

i never visited anywhere outside of klang valley. seems like everyone went to malacca wei. people i know who aren't linked to each other, all were in malacca in the previous weeks. like really everyone!!! it's unbelievable that suddenly everyone is mad about malacca, must be the feng shui very good already. got the ferris wheel. i also must visit malacca again since it's a unesco heritage site now. damn fun lah my friends, they all went enjoy at a far-far place. what i really want to do now is to go stay in a farm for a day or two and get to milk cows. i can't go taman negara now also since the weather is not right. i also want to go singapore or hk but tour agencies don't even wanna serve me cause hotels are fully booked. save the cash and go for more shopping in KL better. btw the sales was boring. everything is so ugly, messy, and not that cheap also lah. dissapointing. i still have not bought myself a single piece of clothing for CNY.

celebrated christmas eve at teddy's place in kota kemuning. we didn't do anything special there actually but somehow it was really fun, i don't know why... i did not drink at all cause i drove that night, i had coke all night long. remember i said, "coke is ayumi, ayumi is coke mah!" hahaha... on christmas day itself i went to my aunt's hse for chritmas dinner. got turkey woohoo! i was very happy cause i had leek soup, so delicious!!! every year i look forward to my aunt's christmas dinner because it's the only time i get to have leek soup! <3 then hor that day i found out my uncle's uncle is very close friends with alexa's father! and my uncle's cousin actually knows alexa one! childhood friends some more! so unexpected lor, what a small world! i haven't tell alexa anything about it yet though. wait until school reopens... XD

to compensate for not drinking on chritmas eve, on wednesday night i'll be going to a friend's place in USJ and i'm gonna party hard-hard to countdown towards 2009! the clock is ticking ticking ticking... where r v going on new year's day? dim sum??? damn i no money already, still think of enjoying so much... zzz... my dad retired already few weeks ago so from now on please do not ask me out to lepak cause my current financial state is pretty pitiful. i don't know how i am gonna survive w/o cash... i so poor until i did not go for haircut for more than a month already.

HOW AM I GOING TO LIVE MY LIFE?!?!?! -$$$$$-

i love eating bak kut teh.

i can eat bak kut teh every week even if i know it's not good for my health. after eating, for some reason i will find myself feeling super energized. my parents say that i'm crazy because after eating i will be in a jolly mood that my face would be smiling brightly.

in my mind, bak kut teh is bowls of herb soup with pork ribs and intestines, and it has been that way all along. my parents have been feeding me with that kind of bak kut teh since i was young. but few years ago, i found out lots of my friends actually eat bak kut teh in claypot style. i followed them to try it once some time ago, and i hated it.

please do not bring me to eat bak kut teh in claypot style. i won't enjoy it. it will give me unhappiness because claypot style totally ruins the good taste of the original bak kut teh soup. the taste completely changed with the addition of strange ingredients like mushrooms and all the nonsense. seriously, i will feel extremely dissapointed, very dissatisfied, and really upset. why don't just call the claypot thing a new name instead of bak kut teh? because that's not bak kut teh at all!

and i think i would be extra sensitive with this matter. i will really angry one. do not make me eat the stupid claypot style.

do not spoil the good name of the love of my life. thank you.